korang.
ape korang rase kalau tergolong dalam budak kelas last?
korang akan up kan diri korang ke, krang maken down.?
qim jenis suke fikir people's expectation kt diri kite.
bile dpt tahu je duk kls last, terus down, tkde mud nak blaja.
satu lagi this is my first tyme tergolong dlm bdk kls last.
my lecturer said that kelas shuffle ikot pointer final exam.
qim punye final exam dpt 3.2 je.
and i'm satisfied with my result based on my lyfestyle.
tp there's person yg dpt rendah dari qim n ade yg dpt same ngan qim duk kls dpn. :(
so, i don't think that decision is fair. hmm.
so, i don't know how nak survive kt cni,
continue fondation in tesl for the next three month. :(
korang, please. i need ur help.
dah tkde semangat langsong nak smbong sem due.
seriously.
i just keep thinking. nanti ape pndgn lecturer kt kls last?
nanti ape pndgn kawan2 tye kite blaja.
qim ni jnis pemalu, tak knfident ngan dri sndri.
ni pon dtg cni azam baru.
nak join ngan semue orang. nak jd active student dlm kls.
tp yg nak join ngan semue org tu dh tak jd.
bile qim tgk dyeorg hepi, qim jd pendiam balek.
tk brani nak join dyeorg, nak kawan ngan dyeorg.
i don;t know why.
hmm. so, kalau boleh. sapesape yg bce post ni,
tolong lha bg suggestion kt qim.
macamne qim nak survive kt cni without thinking people's expectation on me. :(
really need ur help.
assalamualaikum.
salam..hye qim..lps bace post qim kat ats..tringt pulak kisah mase form3 dlu...situasinye same mcm qim jgk...ms tu lps trial pmr..ade shuffle2 kls jgk ikut result trial..ms tu result trial ain kire bad jgk kot...tp ain plik..kwn ain 3,4 org mrkh kurang dr ain dpt naik kls ats...ain snyap je laa...mmg rasa terpinggir giler kot sbb kwn2 rapat ain sume duk kls lain ms tu...tp lepas tu mmg bljr je ikut mood...and last result pmr ain,mmg xsngka langsung laa dpt mcm tu...alhamdulillah...tp xde la straight A..
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oke jd jgn la give up,jgn rs down or ape2...n jgn pkir ape org ckp..3 bulan aje kn...
insyaallah. dah dpt strength from my frend and also my seniors. thanks jugak kt aien bg support. :)
ReplyDeleteqim.. cmne ek nk ckp..xreti jgk bg nsihat kt org len.. sbb dri ni pn tgh down.. meh nk share cte dri ni plak.. pointer lbey kurg qim je.. tp trgolong dlam klas yg pling tinggi with all the 3.5 and above students.. kecik je rse dri ni.. pressure trase smpai nk nanges pn ad.. but guess what.. life must go on.. jgn pndg kdudukn klas sgt.. juz bngge 6t mungkin qim dpat tlong kwn2 dlam klas 2 utk dpt pointer lg tnggi.. ad sbab Allah tkdirkn mcm ni.. lgpun Allah xmlihat seseorng mlalui klas or whatever.. so,dont be sad..
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hey qim.. long time no see huh? hehe
ReplyDeletechillax je.. the Qim that i knew will not easily give up.. go to brazil la with all the people expectation tuh.. you led your own life, not theirs that you have to consider what they are thinking of you..so don't waste time on thinking things like that.. use that time to finish you study with flying colours, okay?? 3 month tu okeh ape.. compare to me yang kena get trough next year, i mean one whole year to finish second and third sem in PPISPM TESL ipg nieh..hehe.. qim adalah seorang yang kuat, iknow that.. be strong, tepis semua benda tak elok yang mengacau kepala tuh, okay! fighting!!
~~nedy as in nadiey~
korang. thanks support qim. sbnrnye this is my first tyme sharing my real problem in my blog seriously. sebelum ni, tak pernah pon. kalau ade pon, tak seikhlas ni. serious sbb qim stil pk people's expectation even just through my post in blog. :D qim memang mcm tu, slalu pk org judge ite. tp kali ni, mmmg stress tahap gila. post kt fb. post kt cni. and qim blaja banyak bende sgt. insyaallah lps ni qim try my best utk jd the best. i will try. insyaallah. korang pon doakan qim okay. again, thanks a lot. :)
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